Wednesday, April 9

Hunderd Thoughts...

Why do I keep...

referring people as FRIENDS...
bugging people...
asking
questioning...
hoping...
thinking...
visiting people who don’t want me to visit them...
writing...
thinking that people will understand me...
justifying myself...
talking of an egalitarian society...
thinking that woman will someday believe that they are equal...
thinking that woman will believe every man doesn’t think the same about them...
myself in solitude......
feeling lonely...
thinking about her...
missing her...
thinking that she will come back...
thinking that the old time will come back..
thinking that I can’t move on...
thinking that my life isn’t the same anymore...
thinking that I can love her till eternity...
talking of her every time
thinking that I won’t be sad anymore...
thinking that I can bring smile to the face of people around me...
thinking that people will understand me...
telling people what to do...
thinking before writing...
commenting too long...
giving hope to people...
interfering...
thinking while driving...
meeting with accidents...
forgetting things...
believing that forgetting and forgiving is everything...
hurting people...
loving poeple...
sayin but...
doing the same things again and again...
fighting with myself...


I think I have so much to write and yet I can’t write anymore… I feel a blank...

A reader on my blog and one post by a blogger made me think all this... I still hope though!!!

Cheers!!!

19 comments:

gunj said...

boy...so many of those questions, which till now i thot belonged to me, i can see a ray of hope, that im normal, coz there are others who find relevance in them too!!

answers neva found, share em with me if u get to knw any!

i like dat post!:)

Cinderella. said...

Oh dear !
You seem to be speaking my mind...!!
I'll say no more, just that, check out my latest post, maybe you'll that kinda suffices...
Take care.

SambY said...

HAHAHA sir u are not alone thinking like this...:-).... but dnt let this obsess u... it can be dangerous...:-)

Keshi said...

May we know who that blogger is? Perhaps then we'd be able to better u'stand the reasons behind this post Ankur.

Anyways, all those 100+ thoughts occur in all our minds. Ur not alone.

Keshi.

vEENs said...

yu dnt wanna knw my thoughts on this.

u dnt have to do this AGAIN AND AGAIN AND AGAIN

hate this.

vEENs said...

wais i lov ethe back gnd pic for the post kaise kiya?

Chakoli said...

Ooooohhhhlallallaaa....

U always get inspired by others post...an come up with a new post...inrtsing....

All the points mentioned in post a completely normal.....
so congrats...
U are absolutely NORMAL.... with a lot of sense...I mean common sense;-)))

ruSh.Me said...

i feel..i can add a 100 more....
but In The End....It doesn't really matter....... [:D]

Pri said...

wonder who that person is who instigated this chain of thoughts...
he/she should be blamed for causing dangerous reactions ;)

on a serious note, i can only say...there are days when a million thoughts come to haunt u...but just hang in there...
dont try to fight them too much because they only strike back with a vengeance...
instead, accept them...befriend them...dont be afraid of them...and ul soon realise they wont haunt u anymore :)

i dunno if im making much sense..but just hope u understand what im trying to say...

cheers!

The 'Mad' Orchid said...

haye haye yeh kya....
yaye yaye...i too 1001 thoughts n still more brewing up by the second...hota hai... human mind u see just as wants r unlimited dreams r...questions r as well...
I updated as well..n yesh im waiting for your [long] comment..bcoz i hve grown so used to it as well as u re ;).. :D
take cre...hota hai..and answers mil jayenge ek na ek din hehe :)

c e e d y said...

You are DOOMED dude :)

you need therapy ;) lol just kidding - are this is a fodder of unstable and invigorating mind - if you did not have questions then you would have been the Buddha or someone who basically just came and went thru life :)

Gonecase said...

Whoa ! One of the best from your arsenal..

Chakoli said...

Goooood morning....

yet busy with thots....

Why do you always...put songs.... which are good to listen but our sad??Last I was tum bin...then it was maeri...and then zindagi ka safar......

Sweetstickychewy said...

I can idenitfy with ya list of thoughts Ankur.:)

Thanks. =)

Lena said...

You are not alone, are you?
We all have this kind of thoughts every now and then. Some more often, some less...
But i learned if you concentrate on such thoughts your life wont be yours anymore... it will be invaded by the questions, searches for answers, answers, new questions, etc...

Ankur said...

@All

I dont think of myself as an abnormal now :D

I was not looking for any answers but the questions were haunting me...

thanks to all of u for droppin it and tellin me wat it means to u... :)

i promise to all my friends that i wont let it obsess me, never ever... :)

who the blogger is... i wud like to be mum abt tat, coz i keep embarrasing myself too :D

and yes... as u all can see, the song has been changed, no more sad melodies, will try to listen to some happy oness....

Thanks for all of u to be there!!!

Cheers!!!

freesherry said...

oh my!
inne sare questions.. hmm..
I guess we are all looking for answers to most of them :)

Ankur said...

@freesherry

i know the answers to everyone of them... but i cant stop those quesitons...

*sigh*

Vandita said...

u have the answers? toh phir answer urself, that doesn't work??