Thursday, March 27

Hope!!!

Am I in midst of some hope
thinking someone will help me
a star falling from the sky
giving me everything i wish for!

Am i too confused
thinking wat to do with life
shd i sleep or shld i eat
or i shld say bbye

Am i making friends
or losin them too often
thinkin all this time
that this is all so human

Am i making mistakes
but not knowing them
or is it the feeling of
all the loneliness

i think i need someone
someone looking at me
i think i need someone
someone talking to me

But in this virtual world
ppl are selfish
doin wat they want to
forgettin the rest

i think m obsessed
with ppl arnd me
i think m distressed
with the way they react

i think i have given
too much to ppl i dont know
or may be it was hope
that they r all so human

Dont know wat to do
to live or to die
to go to Himalyas
or some Pub HiFi

but i know i will survive
all of this somehow
i m hoping m gonna win all
all of them one day

I think m gonna live
all for me myself
forgetting wat others
doing with d rest

I challenged myself to write a poem based on hope, cudnt think of better :D
As they say, Chill Madi!!! :P

And my best friend and my sis tells me, its her who is inspiring me to write, she says, every end has a new beginning :P
"That relation ended giving u're personality a new dimension!!!"
She is true though, may be its all coz of u, my lost world :P

29 comments:

The 'Mad' Orchid said...

Madi???? which Madi?? am asking this coz m a madi mady mads or wtever u call me to be hehe...
'every end has a new beginning '
So true....:) umeed pe to duniya kayaam hai...hope is what we live on n helps us to get going along with moving further...prolly towards the better things :)
Beautiful attempt n 'hoping' for mosre such in future ;)
Cheers..take care.

vEENs said...

-->That relation ended giving you're personality a new dimension!!!

totally true ok?!

i told u .. i totally like this one!

what took u so long to post it :D

Hope is the string that makes us see that there is a next step that we could take...
it makes us fall into unidimensional levels
and brings us back to where our expectation lye!

take care :)

good day!

Pri said...

u know i like the 'afterlude' more than the verse :D

and yaa i couldent agree more...some relations end in a way that u realise u are changed for the better...for good...for ever! :)

Cinderella. said...

**i think i have given
too much to ppl i dont know
or may be it was hope
that they r all so human**

Those lines are for me, really !
I totally identified with that. And this was a good attempt, so you must chill madi da.

Lena said...

you know i believe nothing is virtual unless people lie to you about who they are.. but then they can do it in both worlds - real and virtual...
i loved the poem..good one on hope :)

Keshi said...

beautiful.

HOPE is what Im running short of these days..


Keshi.

Ankur said...

@Mad_orchid

nahi... i wont add the extra a with you, for u mad is enough... :P

and yes, its hope...
now tat i have learned that everythign happens for good, i have hope...

Thhanks :)

Ankur said...

@veens

not totally true, but yes, i hv changed a lot i guess...

i was thinking as per ur suggestion... wer to change, cudnt think of :P

**Hope is the string that makes us see that there is a next step that we could take...
it makes us fall into unidimensional levels
and brings us back to where our expectation lye!

wow, well said Veens!!!

Take Care Buddy,
U rock!!!

Ankur said...

@Pri

heeheh... well, there were a lot of other things too in the 'afterlude', but i guess this is wat the crux is, when she said i hv changed, i hv changed in past 4 months...

**some relations end in a way that u realise u are changed for the better...for good...for ever! :)

sometimes one has to, for others...

Take Care
Thnxxx

Ankur said...

@Cindrella

**Those lines are for me, really !
heehehe, well if u want me to dedicate, then i do... :)
but isnt tat so true???

when u say i totally identify with it, i guess we all expect so much frm our friends and from others... and sometimes the trust shown by us is not reciprocated in the way it shld be :)

Thnxx

Ankur said...

@Lena

** people lie to you about who they are.. but then they can do it in both worlds - real and virtual...

Tats so tru Lena...

It hurts whenever u place some trust in someone and they dont respond!!!

Thnxx

Take Care :)

Ankur said...

@Keshi

thnxx mate... but u know yesterday i read in a friends blog, a commentor, he said, "y r u all praising her for this crap, she isnt arudhanti..."

and i dont want you to repeat the mistake by chane ke jhad par chadaofy me... i m no Shakespeare... :D

lol

Take Care mate

and once we stopp running from ourselves, hope will be there for sure :)

thnxx :)

c e e d y said...

Hope is what keeps us going...thats the MOJO...

You are in midst of confusion as you reminising the past and contemplating the future...forgeting to live in the present ;P

really chill madi!!!!

Ankur said...

@ceedy

u r so right bhaiya :D :P

on a serious note, i cant decide where to take it from now!!! :|

and i m beginning to start the enjoyment again i guess!!!

The 'Mad' Orchid said...

Gud for u ...n me as well..coz i learnt quite a bit frm tht :D glad i did...haa haa no need of the extra 'a' coz...urz truly is forever mad..n tune to badi jaldi mujhe pechaan liya gud nei badiya hai :)

Aaarti said...

Hey Ankur

Cool poem.. we all thrive on HOPE, that 4letter word that keeps us going...:)

came over from Veens blog~~:D

Cinderella. said...

Reciprocation - Trust - Feelings - Expectations....

Arent these all much too jaded terms in th ecinvinient little world we've built around ourselves...too lazy to try to make things work out..coz that'd require us to go out of our comfort zones...

And we dont wanna do that.So what do we do ? We say..'whatevr' !!

Yeh angrezi bhi kya language hai...kuch bhi ho jaye to which you dint have ansers or solutions or words..just say 'whatevr'...

Ok, that was the off the topic. Dont mind the blabber, wouldja ?

Ankur said...

@Cindrella

**Reciprocation - Trust - Feelings - Expectations....Arent these all much too jaded terms in th ecinvinient little world we've built around ourselves...too lazy to try to make things work out..coz that'd require us to go out of our comfort zones...

yes i believe, we cant see ourselves without boundaries, i just said it in my other reply but didnt think of it in this way, may be this is why we say
Moh, Maya and 3 others are the reason we are human... :)

and i do agree with u on english... Sorry n watever... :P
guess its funny!!!

and nothing is a blabber...u know tat :)

Sarang said...

Well written, very truthful and someone can relate with in a flash. Nice and creative! Keep it up man! :-)

Prakriti said...

it seems like you have read my heart. This is exactly how i feel... Nothing more to write, that just sums it up i guess... :)

Ankur said...

@maddie

**coz i learnt quite a bit frm tht

gud to know this, learning shld never be stopped

**urz truly is forever mad..

i can see that :D

**tune to badi jaldi mujhe pechaan liya gud nei badiya hai

arre hum woh hai jo lifafa dekhkar khat ka majmu bhap lete hain :D

hehehehe

Enjoy...

Thnxx :)

Ankur said...

@Aarti

Thanks for dropping by

yes, its hope which keeps us walking n running... :)

thanks :)

and blogroll u soon :)

Ankur said...

@Sarang

thanks man... u know there are few and when they praise i really feel it from inside, and u know u r one of them :)

thanks man... though i know its wasnt that gr8 an effort... :)

Cheers n Take CAre!!

Ankur said...

@Praks

i know u feel like this, guess have read this... praks u need to understand tat ppl r such... they dont know u as a person... otherwise they would have knwn tat with tat sweet a face u have a sweeter heart inside...
just be like tat.. ever..

and aunty ke haath ki gunjiyan, maine holi par miss kari :D
:d

freesherry said...

aaah!
this was beautiful
in hope we trust :D

Ankur said...

@freesherry

thanks

and thanks for dropping by

blogrolling u :)

Vandita said...

ive finally reached u... i mean i was goin in my blogroll's order ... abhi all i'll say is that "mez likes" :)

Ankur said...

hehee.. u have finally reached me... not to late :P
hehehe

well, gud if u find it like u :)

Cheers!!!

Ankur said...

@Vandita

hehee.. u have finally reached me... not to late :P
hehehe

well, gud if u find it like u :)

Cheers!!!