Sunday, May 25

An Unsent Letter

Hello Adam,

How are you?
I have few questions in mind and I dont know whom to write to, but then i thought of you, but I am not sure whether I am going to send this to you or not... Still I need to tell this to someone, so I think of you...

Isnt it is easy to say, dont feel alone, we are with you?

At times many of us say that, but how many are truly there at the time you need them most, at the time when you want them to forget the ego and listen to you, you venting out on anything, cribbing, and them not thinking that you are wrong because every normal human being goes through this phase in life...

Its easy to say that we dont, but just be truthful once... even when you argue you vent, otherwise when you know you are right, there is no need for you to explain... I do explain myself a lot of times...

Its easy to say, why do you? but then do you understand the way I want to say it, do you always look at the better side of it, not thinking the flip side of it?

I have you my friend and I still feel alone!!!

I feel alone even when I have so many friends and then i find no one to talk to, i feel alone because you dont want to listen to me, you dont want me to say so much, you have a mind to listen to but you cant give me your heart friend, you dont listen from your heart so your mind always judge me for what i say!!!

I wonder that how when I am in worst of the mood or going through a bad phase, and I take out my cell, i dont find no one to talk to, because I am afraid of you not listening to... ME!!!

I know I am over things as suggested but how now i think you arent over those things which you asked me to!!!

You call me a friend Adam, but sometimes you need to feel what you say, by your heart!!!

Yours,
Eva

66 comments:

Solitaire said...

Very interesting. I do identify with Eva many times and I hope I never take Adam's position!

vEENs said...

I feel sad after reading that :(

but well ... i dnt knw..why this has been written by Eva .. so i wont judge neone :)

Pri said...

we all go through this at some point in life...
just that, sometimes we are 'adam' and sometimes we are 'eva' :)

Ankur said...

@Solitaire

:)

hope u dont :)

Cheers!!!

Ankur said...

@veens

ya its sad... :)

and yea its written by Eva, but dont judge and just respond to wat u think of it!!! :)

Cheers!!

Ankur said...

@Pri

ya, we all do...

but its sad to be Adam at times, i feel bad when i do tat :(

Cheers!!!

Chakoli said...

Hmmm...

I dont know but it is difficult to categorize who ami i...coz sometimes I may be adam and sumtimes eva...

isnt??
btw... who do u support?

Keshi said...

o gawwwd Im the ETERNAL EVA then!

lol good post Ankur.

Keshi.

Anvita said...

goodness me i have done that so many times ya......write a letter n not send it.....i have had a chance to be eva n adam both....its worst to be eva mate....

n hey thanks for visiting my blog, see u around

g-man said...

aaaaaaaaaaaaaah! i'm confused! btw, wasn't there supposed to be an apple or something as well?

ceedy said...

:( - seedha dil pe vaar...totally understand Eva's position.....but sometimes its time to find another Adam.....really!

lifeisachakravyuh said...

just didnt understood wht is the context here but really I am totally connected to the author EVA as the situation is same here with me.. ankur keep enlightening us with the posts
:)

Ankur said...

@chakoli

:)
if u ask me, even Eva is wrong too, but dont we need an emotional support at times!!!

Cheers!!!

Ankur said...

@Keshi

hehe... EVA!!! :P

keshigirl we all play EVA at times!! :)

Cheers!!!

Ankur said...

@Anvita

Is it really worst to be EVA?
dont u think we need emotional support at times???

Will keep visiting :)
Cheers!!!

Ankur said...

@g-man

no there wasnt supposed to be any :P :P
hehe

but there will be an apple soon ;)

Cheers!!!

Ankur said...

@Ceedy

bhai, nahi, one cant change the Adam!!!
sach bolo... :(

i cant atleast!!! :(

Cheers!!!

Ankur said...

@Prashant

:)
thnx mate :)

Cheers!!!

Chakoli said...

We need we need...

but sometimes... and not always...isnt??

crasiezt said...

Adam and Eve..oops Eva:D
Visiting your page after a while and you've published so many posts!!

Adam strikes me as a jerk..no wait he's just a regular guy. Eva needs to move on and find another Adam..but you know what he's gonna be the same too!

That's the story of all the Evas in the world man...

Keshi said...

btw I love today's music! SO powerful Ankur.

Keshi.

Aaarti said...

Sad.. yet so true.
we all go thru this.. sometimes we are Eva n other times we are Adam...

Think i came here thru Veens blog.. nice stuff.. :)

aarti(life goes on)

Beauty and the BEast said...

The loneliness can be quite stifling, cant it? Especially when on person comes to mean the world to you?

Ankur said...

@chakoli

so kisne kaha always???

Cheers!!!

Ankur said...

@Crasiezt

haha... one who write her posts in a meetin visitin mine is a pleasure itself, i m honored!!!! :D :D
;)

haha... u r so right!!! :)

Cheers!!!

Ankur said...

@Keshi

thnxx keshi :)

Cheers!!!

Ankur said...

@aaarti

yep, we all go through this... :)

thnx for dropping by :)

Cheers!!!

Ankur said...

@Beauty and d beast

how well u have said... when d person means the world to u... thats wat was there in my mind!!! :)

thnxx.. :)

and thnx for dropping by :)

Cheers!!!

ceedy said...

@ankur

main change karne ko kaha bol raha hu...woh to muskil hi nahi namumkin hai....

but philosophically think this way...our entire existence on earth is designed to perish someday....there is a constant change and flux....this is evident and the truth....then why cant we apply this same truth when it comes to emotional endevours....yeah I agree its tough but when the deepest of the scars from an accident can heal without much effort - why then do we have to keep pinching these emotional wounds....

aneri_masi said...

eva needs to blog ;) write it all out, and then somehow indirectly get Adam to "find" the blog (directly nahi batane ka). Then Adam will read it, akele mein, and see what all Eva has to say, and understand it, akele mein, and hopefully get the correct message that she wants to send.
total filmy, huh ;)

or like ceedy said, its time to find another adam!

Anvita said...

man everybody needs emtional support yaar, i'd say both need it

n boy i just saw jagjit singh playing damn i didnt hear it yesterday yaar i guess as my speakers were mute, but perfect song to go with yur post

@aneri
btw absolutely loved yur filmy version, blogging sure does help hehehe

Pavi!!!! said...

nice post. at different phases of our life each one of us have been Adam or eva n its hard to be in both the shoes.

Chakoli said...

Main socha aapne kaha hoga...;-))

vishvsambyal said...

I am always the adam..even when I know it..still i remain an adam..and i have hurt many a friends this way... i promise them and then i dnt do that thing... i want to trust them but i cant... and they dnt understand this..and hence i become your adam... i expect a adam reply to this too.. u know..or maybe i will wrote it sumday...hey can i send u reviews for showtime??

crasiezt said...

You're honoured? Good:P
Mere post bhi to pad liya kar bey:P

RADhika said...

nice post, and many similar queries...

Macadamia The Nut said...

Very very interesting! I think this is my favorite of all your posts.

Sam said...

goood blog sir

Princess Mia said...

hey mate cud u please update the url n my name in yur blogroll eh

Ankur said...

@Ceedy

I know what u want to say bhai... and thank you for that :)

to tell u d fact... i m tryin my best :)

Cheers!!!!

Ankur said...

@Aneri_masi

haha... acha chalo aap dhondho aur bata do Adam ko :D :D

waise idea acha hai ekdum filmy, bole toh dhansoo :D :D
heheh

thnxx ;)

waise kahan ho aap aajkal????

aur ceedy bhai kuch bhi bolte hain ;) :P :P
haha


Cheers!!!

Ankur said...

@Anvita

yep... both need it, without emotions i dont think we will have nay existense :)

thnxx... i love jagjit singh!!! :D

Cheers!!!

Ankur said...

@Pavi

truly true!!! :)

Cheers!!!

Ankur said...

@Chakoli

oye... bahut soch rahi hai aajkal :D :D

ehhe

Cheers!!!

Ankur said...

@Samby

When u kno so much then atleast try to be a better one!!! :)

waise u can send me the reviews... np :)

Cheers!!!

Ankur said...

@Crasiezt

tat i m ;) :D

oyee... padhoonga yaar... time nahi mil raha tha :P
meeting main busy hoon ;) :D :D

hehehe

Cheers!!!!

Ankur said...

@Radhika

thnxx :)

CheerS!!!

Ankur said...

@Macadamia the nut

oye nutsie, y??? itne ache post nahi the kya pehle :D :D
heheh

thnxx :)

Cheers!!!

Ankur said...

@Sam

thnxx :)

Cheers!!!

Ankur said...

@Princess Mia

hey..u r already there but with Anivta name.... now u have changed the name princess... will update the same!!! :)

CheerS!!!

Asmita said...

and the reply? from adam?

Chakoli said...

Arrey...kya karu...
aapki sangat ka aasar thoda to padega na...;-))

Ankur said...

@Asmita

if Adam would be replyin then Eva wont ever write this!!! :)

Cheers!!!

Ankur said...

@chakoli


acha aisa hai kya..
waise aaj tak kisi par humari sangat ka aisa acha asar toh nahi pada... phir aap kaise???

:D

Cheers!!

Anjuli said...

God! how could u think of this one! Awesome man!

aneri_masi said...

hain, main kyu adam ko dhundne jaaon? arey, i even thought who adam will be (dino morea) and eva don't know. and adam will be sitting alone singing some stupid song once he reads the blog abt how stupid he was and "anjaane mein maine tumhein bahut dukh pahuchaye hain, eva, mujhe maaf kar do, eva.. eva, eva, sniff...booohooo...eeevaaaaaa!

Vandita said...

ohh too many of those questions i ask myself loads of times...
sadly i know even adam can't answer her.

gunj said...

dats d sad truth :(

Lena said...

not sure Eva could use internet :P
But as for the content.. many of us can relate to her feelings and thats sad that in a world where so many people are around us we do feel lonely..

one of my favourite quotes says "When so many are lonely, it would be inexcusably selfish to be lonely alone"

Lets be less selfish :)

Ankur said...

@Anjuli

:)

Cheers!!!

Ankur said...

@Aneri

hehe... mat jaaoo adam o dhoondhe aap, woh dhoodh lega aapko ;)
hehe

heheh :P :P
very funny da!!! :P

CheerS!!!

Ankur said...

@Vandita

hehe... most of us find ourselves similar to Eva!!! :)
but i may sound like an Adam too :(


Cheers!!!

Ankur said...

@Gunj

yes it is!! :)

Cheers!!!

Ankur said...

@Lena

she can... look arnd ;)

"When so many are lonely, it would be inexcusably selfish to be lonely alone"

Thats the original na... last time also u told me... :D

thnxxx Lena...

and yes... i m tryin my best to be least selfish!!! :)

Cheers!!!

Lena said...

lolz did i tell it last time too? bad bad memory :D

Ankur said...

@Lena

hey... no problem!!! :)

last time u just corrected me with mine!!! :)

Cheers!!!