Saturday, January 30

Its really difficult!!!

Its really difficult to understand girls, i say complex... whosoever said that, its quite true.
Not to generalize it but I think atleast I cant... :(

I am pretty confused... any tips friends!

P.S. Currently playing Ibn-E-Batuta from Ishqiya.

Monday, January 25

Dont know the title again...

It really helps a lot. Since I have begin writing here again, it really helps a lot. To keep out the anger or control my emotions, it helps.

Life hasn't been so complicated lately. But for past couple of days it seems a lot has been changed. My thought process and my idea of putting it across.

Firstly, the same dream is getting repeated, oh gawd... i dont want those signals at all...
and also the fact that i get weird dreams at weird times and then i remember them all day long. No wayssssssssssssssssssssss

We all want to be loved... isnt! :)

Ok changing the topic ... :P
I used to hate when people used to call Indians in America as "DESI", and now... I think they call them rightly!!!

Just to tell an instance, a girl with us today took all the clothes she bought last week to the store, because somebody told her that there is a 15 days price match, so if the price is less then she will get the difference.... gosh no, plese dont dont do this everyday! :P
and its not that it costed even 20 bucks to her...

Shucks... its true!

There is always time taken in adapting, but with that there is mentality... but sometimes i find some ppl are short of that mentality. PERIOD!

Wednesday, January 20

Dream & Reality

Today Morning I woke up with a dream... A dream that am married and its early morning, my wife is sleeping and I am making a cuppa tea for her and she is very happy when she wakes up. I wasnt scared with making tea for her or because she is happy, but for the sheer dream! :D

I guess this is too much of working. I was working till 2am in morning and then woke up at 6.45 and 1st thing... no prizes for guessing, checking office mails! :P

To surprise myself, my today morning ginger-black pepper tea is without sugar, cutting calories! :P

Then read the news that only Maharashtra domicile would be driving taxi in Mumbai... Why?
If this is the case then I would never be working here in US, neither am a citizen, nor a domicile. I have never understood the fact that why do we try to define boundaries to the world? Just because we live in certain area, do we own it? It is totally politically motivated, to get more votes from the poor people of Maharashtra. Now the black rates for getting a domicile would go up, all the things would still remain the same!

Someone rightly said... As we are growing, our hearts are shrinking.

Lets pray for the people of Haiti those who have died, lost their homes or dear ones in the massive quake earlier this year. My heart also goes for the poor people who are suffering in Hyderabad because of demand for a new state, or in Pakistan who are dying because of bomb blasts or in Iraq. Too much of pain is there in this world. I try my best to bring the smile back on their faces. Request you too to donate for poor people of Haiti if possible. Lets do what we can... and atleast not say but make this world a better place to live. Amen!

P.S. The tea doesnt taste as bad as i thought it would be! :D

Tuesday, January 19

Am I Back? :D

Well Frankly, When I wrote the last post I wasnt sure if any of you gonna read it, but some of you did. So thanks to Ria, Lena, Ella and Suruchi for visiting. I am still in midst of fighting with myself to do this. I may have checked your blogs but may have not left any comments, so forgive me for that. I am soon gonna be a reader too again!

Lately I did a lot of soul searching, a lot of looking into where I am going, what I am doing, and why I am doing... and frankly didnt like the answers a lot! :D
I pursue something which cant be aimed. Something which has an obvious NO for an answer and yet... i do!!!

but then may be am dumb! :P

Just will post an old one of my sher...
रूह की गहराई मे तुम झांक कर मे देखो,
किसी कोने मे क्या दर्द दबा रखा है,
लफ्जों मे क्या बयां करे जालिम,
हमने तो हर ज़ख्म हरा रखा है


Saturday, January 16

I miss my BLOG!

I miss writing really. Coming to my blog and putting down all my thoughts. I really miss doing all this. Sometime i come and just write and leave the post unpublished. There are atleast 50 posts written by me in the past which are left unposted, coz it only makes sense to me and it wont make sense to you.

My blog was actually my biggest friend at a time. They say that when u feel lonely then u should go to someone special and say all the things u want to... Dil halka ho jaata hai! and thats what my blog used to do for me. I used to say everything out here and then I would feel good. This is another one of those days when I realized how much lonely i feel and how much i need this special place to write and say whatever I want to.

There are a lot of things i have to write read and express... yet i cant! but i will ... soon!

Miss ya blog and miss ya all!